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Just updating to make sure you know I'm still alive.


Please add me to your friend's list if you want, thank you.

Yeah, I'm still here, just about.
Been busy doing very little actually.

Been ill, been tired, been walking my butt off, been gorging myself so that now I'm not walking the weight is starting to regain, but hey, it'll soon be spring again and I can be walking again.

So what's happened with me since I last dropped notage?
Well, some of it I'm seriously not at liberty to tell you.

But I can tell you that I've seen 'Little Britain' live on tour in Birmingham this month and it was ''summin' else''
I really enjoyed it.

I've been ill with some nasty abscess type problems which have been medically investigated and I still don't have a cause or a diagnosis.
At the moment I'm clear, so I hope it stays that way. This 'thing' I have is painful and leaves terrible scarring.
I'm still a fabulous woman though! Obviously.

I've still not discovered the magic potion that will make me rich, famous, (even more) beautiful, or irresistable to the opposite gender, although there has been interest... just not appropriate interest, sadly.

So, www.ghostfairy.com goes into it's 5th year of existence in a few days time.
Hard to believe what started as a single page of silliness about an imaginary fairy and her (prosaic & single dimensional) adventures would still be about now, with over a hundred pages all told.

I don't know if anybody has ever actually read this journal.
Hello.

Goodbye for now.

Tweaked the odd page, redone the ''All About Me'' page and added a couple of links to the Tag Board page. ... enjoy!

It's been a while, I've been distracted.

But now it's time to get on the wagon...

I'm working on a new page honouring a comedian I've found rather attractive for a number of years.
Eventually it will be HERE :+)

Thanks for your time, Lurkers and Geraniums :+)

Yesterday, London was besieged by 4 terrorist bombs.

Current casualties stand at over 700 injured and 50 dead.

I'm horrified and disgusted that anyone could perform such a horrid and evil act.

My sympathies are with those injured, killed and those who are missing a member of family or friends.

She loves gadgets and can 'get' new gadgets in record time. (I think she means, like I find them...months before everyone else...)

She is popular. (Not sure I agree here)

She is wasted in her job. (True)

She has a "I'm going to laugh" smile. (True)

She is kind, caring, offers great advice and would do anything for you. (Anything for people I care about)

She never feels better than when she is with her mates at a Westlife concert. (True)

She is the funniest person I know. (Awwww, I'm funny....)

She can't drive. (True)

She can be impulsive. (Sometimes)

She is fantastic with children and is a role model in her professional capacity. (Awwww... I'm just very committed to my job *blahhhhh*)

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Won't drink too much in case she loses control

Panics when people come round her house

Generous & sharing

Loves Mark from ''waste-of-life''

Is heavily in debt

Likes to read

Has vivid imagination

Wants Maxine's unused sexual aid

Has weekly food bought by Joan

Has a dry sense of humour

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She is a big fan of westlife and is dedicated to the cause.

She loves the cinema, has a pass and goes to UGC loads.

She has a magical aura that captivates children and has a good working relationship with families.

Mummy is called Joan, she is estranged from Dad (aka Hitler) and is one of 3 kids.

She likes to go for long walks along Trent Bridge & sometimes walks home from work (bad girl)

Likes anything fairy related and also a bit of irony!!!

She's a photographer at heart and has a creative mind to work wonders with images

She has been in M****** M********'s office (ooh, scandal!)

Used to live and work in Newquay as a surfer (ha ha) as a chambermaid, really.

She had a snake in her kitchen at the weekend and had to phone the RSPCA (ouch!!!)

Have you ever reached out to somebody you thought might understand

Who you thought said they'd be there

Who told you not to fear

Have you ever believed in something you thought might be too good

That turned out to be wrong

And you knew it all along

I've added a new page today, it's called ''GF Recommends'' and is a quick reference to some musical artists that I enjoy.

Here's the link:
http://www.ghostfairy.com/gfrec.htm

I've also updated my depression page, http://www.ghostfairy.com/gfdep.htm with a little bit of my own experience of depression.

Thanks.

Just popping in.

Does anyone actually read this?

Well I have had one of the most bizarre experiences.

I was throwing away some bread, mainly just clearing away some leftovers etc, when I pulled a black refuse sack out of the side of the work surface. It felt like there was something in there and I thought 'Huh, typical, I've started a bag with something in it and then shoved it down the side.'
Well that was before the bloody bag began to move...!

It was a SNAKE.

No word of a lie, no joke and only funny now it's over... I think at this point I lost a few more sanity points, and I don't have that many left!

I went into a complete panic, telling myself to shove it in a Co-op bag and throw it in the bin, well I got it in somehow and threw it in the dustbin.
Came into the house shaking like a leaf and went upstairs to the loo... I'm sure you can appreciate that I might need to go there at this point.

Sat on the loo thinking ''You've just had a psychotic episode. There is NO WAY that has just happened...''

I had to make myself come down and check the bin to see if there really had been a snake in there.
I pulled at the bag, and nudged it from the outside to make it move. Then I noticed it's little white face and pink eyes peeping up at me. Yes. It was indeed a real snake. I am still (predominately) sane.

I put the lid back down.

I texted my friend and he said phone the RSPCA, which I did, they've just collected the snake. Apparently it was an albino cornsnake (not poisonous) but I wasn't about to touch it anyway.

Crazy day.

I'm looking forward to getting into Big Brother.
It starts tonight.

Today I added an extra bridge to my walk... the toll bridge.
I must say however, that I do not like the walk from the bendy bridge to the toll bridge.
I feel like it's an assault or a mugging waiting to happen.
Even in the daylight.

If you want to see some of my arty stuff, take a look at my Banners Page, it's in the Westlife section of the website.... the 'Adverts' one is quite good too. I mean they're subjective, cos they're about Westlife, but they still are quite good...

Sometimes I want to write about the things that are really on my mind, but this isn't the right place and it's the wrong audience.

I've been thinking a bit lately about whether the website is going the way I want it. I mean I love it and I am proud of it and all that, but what is it all, really?
Just a quirky schmaltzy collection of web pages that only I and a few dedicated friends (e.g. they already know me and they humour me) 'enjoy'...

I would like to focus more on the arty side, banners, blends, graphics, photography etc, but I have the same argument with myself that I always have. I'm not THAT brilliant and I'm not THAT knowledgeable.... If you know me, you know I have to be the best or be the worst. The middle is a place I hate to be, unless it's in the middle of two boyband members ;+)

Anyway... I've added a couple of new pages recently. One is just a bit of abstract blahbage, it's Blahpage (also known as ''Lies'' - don't ask, I made it one night when I was really in a sulky mood) My friend Bex said the last part of it made her eyes go a bit funny, so watch out if you have epilepsy or migraine. Thanks.
The other is a page with some photographs on taken recently when I was doing my walk... ''To The Bridge'' It's nothing special, but I like it. It's part of my world. Bex said my website is like a little window into my soul.... infact I have a bit of MSN chat that relates to this... (apologies for crude humour, it is
somewhat my trademark...

Bex:
''..... a window into your soul''
Blondes may have more fun but MousyBrowns can SPELL *b.l.o.n.d.e.*
''hardly''
Blondes may have more fun but MousyBrowns can SPELL *b.l.o.n.d.e.*
''I don't think the webshite represents my soul''
Bex:
''well it all came from you''
Blondes may have more fun but MousyBrowns can SPELL *b.l.o.n.d.e.*
'' well yeah... ''
Blondes may have more fun but MousyBrowns can SPELL *b.l.o.n.d.e.*
''but a good 6'' shite comes from me but does it capture my spirit?''

:+X

Talk soon, enjoy the pages.

xxx gf xxx

FINALLY some warm weather.

Still enjoying my walks.

Got to go back to my old workplace tomorrow for a meeting.
Not really looking forward to that at all.

Sometimes life sucks.

Just so you know I have 3 LJ icons.




Is my general all-purpose one. (No need for you to know I was pretending to be dead in it.)

Is my serious or cross face. Probably will use this one a lot.

My smiley face one. This will probably be the last time you see it.

One of my friends has asked for the address to my website.

I am not giving it to them. I can't really say why other than I'm perfectly happy for people I don't know to be able to read all about the stuff I like and think, but people I know.... *erm* not too sure....

People who've known me a long time e.g. B.G. (before ghostfairy) have gotten used to me having a website and I doubt half of them spent THAT much time on it. (if any)

What do you think? Should I feel 'comfortable' allowing people to have an insight into my mind?

Or am I doing the right thing by not telling people the address?

Apparently I'm having my three piece and curtains cleaned as part of the service from my flood/leak situation. More people in my house.

Grr. Me no likee.